weekends....

So.... Have You ever made plans for entire weekend and then just as you are about to start to enjoy it - all your plans go down the drain? Well that's exactly what happened to me this weekend. I was going to go for drinks on Friday, to a party for newcomers in Geneva on Saturday and to finish of the weekend ice skating and fondue dinner on Sunday. Instead I'm looking after a 11 year old who managed to hit his head skiing. Some drama and helicopter ride later it turns out that he is completely fine, just needs to avoid contact sports and places where it is possible to hit his head. We are gonna take it easy this weekend, only thing remotely close to being wild is going to see a movie. :)


I guess I just have to get trough this weekend and then I can start to look forward to the next one. Oh and btw I'm going to London on that one!

Don't panic if I scream :D

Sensual feelings and obituaries,

Creepy faces and shadows 

Are hiding in my soul.

Sometimes I visit those feelings

And try not to scream.

I used to dream - 

With the ring of bell

I’m going to hell.

Highway is free

Only for me.

I stood by the open doors

On not so clean floors.

Hoping for a chance

For one more last dance.

Devil was here with greetings

And scheduled meetings. 

As it turns out

That‘s what it’s all about. 

I got my last dance

And someone else plans

To destroy and kill

Against my own will.

So don’t panic if I scream, 

I’m just having my scariest dream.

therapy session....

Put the song in the background and read away.

 Step in to my office,

no need to be cautious.

I know where we should start

jump in and listen to your heart.  

I'm gonna ask you some questions

I'm looking forward to your answers.

I might have some solutions

So lets deal with your hidden angers. 

Have you ever looked trough closed eyes

looking for truth behind the lies

Spoken with your mouth sealed shut

screaming and yelling "so what?" 

Listen to what I have to say

you can fall on your knees and pray

But it won't solve your issues

it just gives you an excuse. 

It all comes down to this... 

The moment of darkness

doesn't have to mean sadness

the moment everything is quiet

doesn't have to be private.

When you find yourself about to fall

I want to be the person that you call. 

Look at that... your time is up.

Just as well... thats all i've got. 

untill our visit next week

remember you are unique. 

hi, hello, Salut, Čau, sveiks....

SO now when I have got all my current  frustrations with world out of my system I just wanna say Hi and welcome to my blog. I must say I can't be held responsible for the thing I might post here. When I have something to say I will. No filters or fears what other people might think. 

Does anyone else feel this way?

For a while now, I have been reading the news with a hope to find something positive and worth reading about. So I had this weird feeling inside and I decided to try to put it in words. This is what I came up with...

As i sit here and read the news
I feel like i've got everything to lose.
I try so hard to drown it all in booze
Did i chose the right type of abuse?

Where have all the good news gone?
Shooting, stabbing, yet another bomb.
Everyone knows its wrong
But do we have to put up with it for long?

I can't watch any more replays
Wondering if this is just a phase
or these things are gonna become cliches.
It is not the way I want my kids to be raised.

how is that for the beginning?

What if we were all the same?
crazy and desperate for the fame?
what about the one with the  flame?
he's gonna be the one they blame.

Nothing to measure up for
...not anymore.

Go ahead and do what you like,
hit the wall with your bike,
perform at open mic night
or simply get into a fight.

We've got nothing to measure up for
...not anymore.

So go ahead and make a mess,
be spontaneous and guess,
don't bother to confess
just do and be your best.

'cause we've got nothing to measure up for
...not anymore.